Today I have my last night class and presentation for my design class this quarter! We also went to see Bryan’s family for dinner. I haven’t been dressing up at all since I’ve only been going to doctors recently but I did actually put on makeup today to see everyone.
Monday, June 8, 2026
Casual outfit
Sunday, June 7, 2026
ILD picnic
Yesterday my jfashion group had our international Lolita day picnic! I sewed my outfit, and one for my new furby too! Someone there had a nice camera but I don’t have those photos yet. I’ll post again when I get them!
I had so much fun. We had a lot of food, some craft activities, and it was great to see friends after about a month of not being able to get out of the house due to my foot!
Trying different old school make
Just a short post today. I’m going to brunch with my husband and decided to try make like this. Spring here has been brutal, the pollen count has been extremely high and my eyes have been bothering me. I think also something in my makeup is bothering me which is bizarre since I haven’t gotten anything t new. Anyways I’ve been wearing glasses instead of contacts since the last time I got a bad allergic reaction to pollen and my eyelid swelled up. I ended up getting new glasses so I would have options, they’re the same as my brown ones in a different color!!
Thursday, June 4, 2026
New member of my furby family
Look what my friend gave me O(≧▽≦)O
She’s so perfect for Japan. She’s very small so I can bring her and take photos of her with my digital camera. I still need to find a camera to take with me, I saw a few options online just gotta decide which one I want.
I need to name my new furby too!!
Sunday, May 31, 2026
Wavy/curly hair routine
I wanted to show you my hair routine! I finally figured out something I like right now. I just got it cut and my stylist gave me a lot of tips!! I wanted to write this post because any time I see someone with my type of wavy hair online, they always have a minimal routine like just using one gel or mousse, and that makes my hair an extremely tangled mess.
This is how my hair turns out. I just did this method today and I am really happy with how it looks!
Here's my hair type- the individual strands are fine (not thin/thinning hair, I'm talking about the width of the strands), I have a lot of hair/dense, it tangles really easily, it is low porosity (meaning it's hard to get water and products to soak in), and it's a wavy pattern with a few curls. It's also not color treated, the only "unnatural" part of my hair is the tape in exte that's bright red. Because of the red streak and my general hair type, I only wash once a week. My hair doesn't get oily before that, so I don't need to otherwise. Since it tangles easily, I absolutely have to use some kind of light cream or leave in conditioner and sleep with a satin bonnet. I really didn't learn about how to care for my natural hair pattern until several years ago, and I spent many painful days when I was younger brushing out awful tangles since I was basically drying it out constantly and not doing anything to protect it.
Washing
Saturday, May 30, 2026
Birthday party
Monday, April 20, 2026
Life posting April 20
This is a venting post again because life is kicking my ASS, just as a warning if that’s not your thing.
I did at least get my extension refreshed recently which was good. I like when she blows out my hair since I never like straightening it at home. And my birthday party was good as well. I’m just struggling so much with my pain and feeling like I am so behind in my career.
When I look back, this career path was always supposed to be temporary, and now I’m 6 years in… and I’m really unhappy
I had to leave work early because I was so exhausted and sick I felt almost drunk. It’s been kicking my ass lately like I said. My manager is suddenly very critical of me, and I know I’m not the star worker, but I’m trying… I’m really trying… it’s so hard for me to focus when my job is so repetitive. I’m not cut out for a repetitive job like this but I am stuck, it’s all anyone will hire me for. I try so hard. But concentrating feels like I’m beating my brain with rocks. It’s not that I’m not grateful to have my job, but it’s just knowing even when I try very hard I will never advance because of the way my brain is wired… it sucks. I feel guilty for having to leave work early but there wasn’t anything I could do about feeling sick… and I’m so worried for my meeting with my manager tomorrow because last week went so poorly I cried in the bathroom stall.
Please no advise on this next part, it might be unrealistic but it just brought my mood down…
I’ve been taking an interior design course to try to get into a different job and today our first project was due. It’s an online class where you don’t talk or anything. I knew my grade was 100%, so when I saw the guest speaker pull it up as an example I thought it was because it was good… but I felt more like she was using it as a bad example. she said things like “ this person didn’t understand the prompt they were designing for…” and the furniture is wrong… but never gave me suggestions for what what is “right” for the space, and the prompt was just “cat cafe”, no other adjectives or information. And my whole name was even on the project displayed to this whole class. I know I am here to learn but I don’t like this teaching style of criticizing with no suggested fix. Especially when I was already having a terrible day, I am in pain and exhausted. I was hoping I could at least be good at school since I know I am the worst performer at work, I would at least have one thing to feel good about and feel like I was working towards a better future. I don’t expect to just be praised but I want to at least receive criticism with some suggestion for improving so that I can at least try it again on my own and learn something from it. I don’t know how to improve from just “I don’t like this idea”.
Plus I think no one likes the feeling of being bad at everything, and that’s how I feel right now. I’m bad at work, I’m bad at exercising, now I feel like I’m bad at school which is something I used to be good at. I just want to feel good at something again.
Sometimes I think yeah! Great! I’m bad at everything, who cares, just exist! But that’s a really hard mindset to maintain .
That’s all, rant over.
Saturday, April 18, 2026
Sunday, April 12, 2026
Birthday dinner (~˘▾˘)~
Today we went out with my in laws for my birthday! We went to a korean bbq place that opened several months ago. I was really excited because I haven't been there before!
There was so much food, this wasn't even all of it. Everything was really good! I actually really liked the edamame, I never use to in the past. I also had a lychee drink that was just lychee syrup and sparkling water, so basically like lychee pop!





















































