Hello!! I've had such a busy week with work and I'm so happy to take a break now ★~(◡﹏◕✿)
Hello!! I've had such a busy week with work and I'm so happy to take a break now ★~(◡﹏◕✿)
Hello!! I am so happy I found time to blog again today (✿◠‿◠)
I've been really happy with my outfits and makeup now that i've finally found makeup that works for me!! I wanna do a whole post dedicated to it eventually!
Hi!! It has been such an exhausting couple of weeks, but everything is changing for the better!! I am so delayed on this post, I wrote it like a week or two ago xD
I was so excited when I went into work this week and saw my work friend in the office!! It's usually really quiet at the office since most people work from home. I just like having a reason to get dressed up and go somewhere everyday so I always go in. Plus most people there are young and friendly, and they like anime and art so I fit in pretty well.
I didn't get photos of most of my outfits this week though ●︿● Some of these are from last week!!
ok that's all for today!! Gotta write more recent posts xD thanks for reading (✿◠‿◠)
Hello!!
This weekend was exhausting, and now I'm not feeling well ●︿● we are moving next month so i've been going through all my clothes and makeup etc so i can get rid of everything i don't need/want since we'll be downsizing for a while. I'm really excited to move tho bc our current place has a lot of space but it's been awful living in the building since the management won't take care of it. The next place is smaller but much nicer so i'm looking forward to it!!
I have sad news today (◕︵◕) remember how last week I was saying i was so excited to wear makeup again every day? I ended up triggering my dry eye somehow. This happens like once a year and I've never figured out what the problem ingredients are because it's not like a hives allergy type thing, so I can't get allergy tested for it. Anyways, I read up and chatted with my doctor about it and I'm pretty sure the issue is fragrance and talc, and also wearing lashes and lining my waterline especially on a daily basis. I've known the past two for a while, i just recklessly kept doing it anyway bc i like how it looks o(╥﹏╥)o
But now I'm feeling upset bc I feel like i can't do gal looks anymore. I know I could just wear plain makeup but I don't feel like myself like that. I've been trying to look for old school looks today but I feel like they all have you lining the waterline/inside eye line or are for tan gals, which i'm not. I know it doesn't matter what people think but ... idk o(╥﹏╥)o I feel like I would be an imposter doing old school gal makeup and not doing it "correctly".
I really dont wanna give up on gyaru, i just don't know how to make makeup looks I like that are comfortable for me to wear. I want to do gyaru only on the weekends or something, because when I don't like my makeup I just don't feel like myself.
I know i've sorta been on and off gal for the past year, but now that my mental health is much better I feel connected to gyaru again. It has always just felt like a part of myself and I don't want to lose it.
I found a couple inspo photos but idk if it will even be "gal enough" or whatever. I just found these through the scans i had saved in my google drive and on google search so I don't know who owns them. Someone shared a google drive of gal mags with a chat i was in years ago.