Tuesday, March 31, 2026

Mall gets


Hello! It's been a while since I've posted. I've been running around so busy trying to take care of myself, and then dealing with a chronic pain flare. Yesterday my sister and I went to the mall! I told myself I was only gonna return stuff... but I ended up getting a lot of stuff I had seen shopping online that was much cuter in person. 





I was left unattended in Sephora waiting for my sister xD I haven't really been happy with how my makeup is turning out recently. I bought the highlight primarily to use under my eyes, and the other thing is just a tinted pressed powder. I use high end mostly now because Dior specifically has been kinder to my skin and eyes. I've been thinking about using a lighter base, I'll have to wait a bit to try this though since i'm still trying to narrow down what it is that's making me break out. Hopefully it isn't my new concealer since I've already had to return one, but I unfortunately have a feeling it is that since I removed all other new products and still got a clogged pore today. ugh. That would be the only time Dior has let me down. I think my skin may just not like any thicker liquid products. It sucks because i originally got concealer so I could wear lighter layers of my powder foundation and now it's given me more spots than I started with. 






Hollister was so good to me. My sister said the capris were ugly but I kinda liked the vibe, it reminded me a little of amekaji. 


Kitty :) 



A lot of my workout clothes are too big now so I got this set at Pink. They also had a sale on body care, and I really wanted to buy the watermelon body glitter gel. I feel like now that these trends are coming back I can finally look how I always thought I would look like as an adult when I was little. 


Kinda hard to tell in these photos but I found really cute accessories at American Eagle, the second thing is a belt with hibiscuses on it (✿ ♥‿♥) 


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I get my nails done on Friday and I can't decide if I wanna do easter peeps nails or if i wanna do something more general since easter is already on Sunday?? I'm already back on my bright obnoxious colors now that it's a little warmer out! 

I also still need to post about my new makeup routine once I find a way of doing makeup that I like. The eye doctor said that wearing all the heavy shimmers/metallics like I was doing increases my risk of getting another stye and it was so uncomfy and lasted so long that I got really freaked out about continuing to wear those shadows. The ones I have are really hard to wash off completely, there were always shimmers all over my face afterwards no matter how many times i rinsed and used remover. I think my look kinda depended on that really intense shimmer/glitter and now nothing I do looks right to me. I have a matte blue and a palette of satin nudes now but I haven't been able to make a look I really enjoy, something is just off without the shimmers. I feel like it makes my whole look unbalanced, without the shimmers I don't like how the rest of my face looks? That probably sounds crazy but what can I say, I know what I like xD That's why I was experimenting with different base make types, but now my skin is breaking out. I might go back to the products I used to use a year ago just with that Dior powder on top. It didn't have as much coverage, but hopefully my current spots will start fading soon anyways? My skin has gotten a lot less red even since last year I think, it's just a few red/dark spots from acne and I rarely have an active spot anymore unless I use a product that it doesn't like. Such a curse to love makeup but break out so easily o(╥﹏╥)o


Saturday, March 14, 2026

New nail + this weeks outfits

The last few weeks have absolutely kicked my ass, I can't catch a break between physical and mental health issues. I haven’t been able to wear makeup for the past two weeks because I got a stye o(╥﹏╥)o I think it was from that eyeshadow that was probably 4 years old. So this week I was just focusing on wearing cute outfits. I also got my nails done!!




Luna :3 

I was sort of amekaji inspired this week. I've been exploring outfits that are more accommodating of my sensory issues. 



lol at luna sniffing my pajamas in the back


I just got this sweater on clearance at american eagle a few weeks ago because it reminded me of the kinds of sweaters amekaji gals would wear!! 

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Do you like seeing makeup hauls? I spent a kind of embarrassing amount on makeup because all of my stuff ran out or expired at the same time -_- and I had to toss some stuff due to the stye so I didn't reinfect myself. I'm really excited about everything but I'm always kind of worried it comes off as weird for me to post when I buy something really expensive. I also bought new workout clothes since I lost a few inches since I started exercising in the fall, I might want to post those too?? Going to barre is such a significant part of my life now, I started going to manage chronic pain and it's really helped.   

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I'm hoping for a better week this week. I can finally wear makeup again, the weather is slowly getting warmer and I think everything will settle into a routine soon. The change of the season is always difficult, but I'm looking forward to more sunshine and warmth ~ 





Sunday, March 1, 2026

Sunday ~

 Today I’ve just been relaxing! 


My eyes are very irritated from yesterday… I don’t know why. They felt very irritated and itchy yesterday and I should’ve taken my makeup off sooner probably. I think that eyeshadow I used has gone bad. Either that or I was too harsh when I removed the lashes I didn’t like, or maybe some of both?? There was definitely some glue I had to sort of roughly comb through when I was putting on mascara. Sensitive eyes are so weird. 


I’ve been trying to find some gal make videos from current models but it’s kind of few and far between. I don’t even remember seeing these types of videos when I used TikTok, but maybe I missed them? I miss when people posted stuff like this. If you know of any Jp gals posting reiwa make please comment! I think it’s interesting to see what the trends are, even if I don’t want to wear them myself. I was hoping to get some inspo for what eyeshadow I want to buy to replace the expired one. 

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