Today was a difficult day. I try to not be too depressing on my blog but writing helps me a bit.
I went to acupuncture which hurt more than normal, and I’ve been so anxious since Sunday. I decided to take several days off work to try to focus on healing and lowering my stress level so acupuncture has a better chance of helping me. I’m still terrified that it won’t help and that I’m stuck like this forever. The acupuncturist hasn’t given up on me yet but I’m always worried it’ll happen again since that’s what I’m used to after it happening so many times in the past. I’m really trying to stay positive but I’m so anxious
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The time off won’t be paid since I don’t get any benefits. I’m fortunate enough that going without pay will be okay, but it still doesn’t feel great. At least it’ll get me some relief in the short term.
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