Find that gal power

 Getting ready for my eye specialist appointment today.. I’m so nervous. I couldn’t sleep last night. I’m worried about what they will tell me, or if they can help me at all. It’s my first evaluation and I’m hoping they find something fixable. 

I’m also really worried they’ll tell me I have to wear glasses forever and can’t wear contacts, I hate the feeling of glasses on my face and feel like they would ruin my 90’s gal look. 

I’m tired of feeling compromising and making accommodations. I’m already extremely limited with shoes and I feel like 90’s gal has such a focus on the platforms. I wanna look how I want without limitations. I think it’s hard to understand until you experience it yourself. When you have this vision of how you want to look and your illnesses prevent that, it adds more hurt to being sick in the first place. It can be a constant reminder that you are different. 

I’m going to have to dig deep to find my gal power this morning. This is tough but gals are tougher.